Wow.  Last week kicked me in the teeth.

I could be dramatic and say that it was the worst week of my life, but that’s far from true.  I’ve had a lot of really crappy times, low points, if you will, and this does not trump those.  However, I don’t know if I can say that I’ve had a harder week since law school began.

First, there were some school-related administration issues.  I’m not going to get into it now, mostly because I get really riled up over it, but a change in the school caused much disagreement among friends.

Additionally, my boyfriend back home and I are having problems.  I basically started a conversation about how I can’t put much energy into “us” anymore.  I guess at minimum we’re taking a break, and at most we’ve broken up.  I’m not sure.  I feel like a jerk because it’s his birthday this weekend, and I had to start all this stuff.

Also, I forgot my dad’s birthday, which is not like me at all.  I’m usually the one that calls my sisters, reminding them to call Dad and trying to organize some sort of present.  Not this year.  Totally spaced it.  I didn’t even remember until my mom called me.  Ouch.

Finally, I’m just generally not happy.  I haven’t really been gung-ho about VT since coming here, but I’ve been overall accepting of my choice to come here.  It’s not the school, or the location, or the people, because they’re all great.  It’s just me.  I’ve been sleeping for up to 16 hours a day, with little inspiration and no motivation.

 I’ll try to get over it.  It’s a new week, and things can’t really be much worse than they were last week. 

Yay.